My cellphone rings.
I Got the JOB.
Hoping that I can start next week.
Get my pay at exactly 3:00pm today.
Leave the office at 3:05pm.
Drink a venti cup of white chocolate mocha.
Christmas shop.
Cure my desperate and anxiety attack.
Get much much of yakap
fi_shoi @2007 <’)+++<
“You are beautiful, but you are empty,” he went on.
“One could not die for you. To be sure, an ordinary passerby would think that my rose looked just like you– the rose that belongs to me. But in herself alone she is more important than all the hundreds of you other roses: because it is she that I have watered; because it is she that I have put under the glass globe; because it is she that I have sheltered behind the screen; because it is for her that I have killed the caterpillars (except the two or three that we saved to become butterflies); because it is she that I have listened to, when she grumbled, or boasted, or ever sometimes when she said nothing. Because she is my rose.”
fi_shoi @2007 <’)+++<
Only when I am found can I be me.
Unfortunately, no one has ever did
even I, cannot find.
fi_shoi @2007 <’)+++<
Mistakes. From the scars of the past, one of the learning are the experiences from the journey that everyone has undertook. It involves choices that we make. Whether what was chosen was right or unacceptable. What is more important is the fact that we know how to choose on things either it may cause relieve or anxieties, still we learned from it. Fools are those who cannot define that they have cause incorrectly to those affected by their intended pain or after causing deeper wounds would still choose to make the hurtings again.
There are mistakes that serve as a test. Test that can prove someone else’s being faithful or more trusting to another. After some point, standing up from the intended error and accidental misplays should be noted and never to do still. As days pass, forgiveness plays an important role into every detailed inaccuracy of actions. It is given to those who are worthy and is showered to those who are willing to be forgiven.
In our case, we have our choices. We have choices whether we have to repeatedly do the mistakes we did or to choose whether we continuously forgive those who have committed the mistakes. Grown-ups are as same as toddlers who are always curious of the results and the never ending answers. Humans are never satisfied and would still want to try what is best or what is worst.
Some should be careful. Most, we should be cautious.
“Here’s the thing about mistakes. Sometimes, even when you know something’s a mistake, you gotta make it anyway.” ” Ted Mosby
fi_shoi @2007 <’)+++<
Last Saturday, I and my college superfriends had a get together in Eastwood to catch up things and to discuss our upcoming trip on December. Our last get together happened when Tinggie needs to leave for Japan last March of this year. First, we meet up in Coffee Bean then fill our stomach with pizza and pasta in Pasto. It was really great to see their funny faces again and to talk stuffs back in college. From the day of our graduation last May 2005 until now, I can say that our friendship matures a lot. Like the topics that we are discussing, interest in with-sense thingies, plans for the future in career, family and life in general. Take for example Ben, after two years and a half of being so devoted to work, he now has a townhouse [Woah! Marry me Ben! Hehe], Ceffie who’s motto in life right now is “I am good at breaking my heart” [oh come on Cef, where the heck that came from?] and who plans on moving outside the country after he finished his bonds with DOST. Deki who now has a new extravagant phone [and starring ME, as his wallpaper] and is promoted to a Junior Dev Manager in Henry Sy’s newly established bank and Clangers, who is a devoted nocturnal person and is still a very good storryteller [nothing have changed clang! except those bigger cheeks that you now have]. Me? Oh well, same old wanna-be-escapee of my current company which still have no time to update my CV. Unfortunately, some couldn’t make it. Carl who is reviewing for his law exams, Leo and May-an attending on a more important stuff [tell me, what the heck is the "more important stuff" mean?], Tinggie who is enslaving her entire life with work and currently making a lot of yen in Emperor Akihito’s state.
fi_shoi @2007 <’)+++<
The title says all 
fi_shoi @2007 <’)+++<
One ingredient of after-breaking-up syndrome is moving on. The thing is, I am still in a relationship. I am moving on. And I am still hurting.
“Piranhas, anacondas, sharks, electric eels! Yikes!! They are all spinning, whirling all around me, wanting to eat me. Help!!!”
fishoi | 
11 29th, 2007| 