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You work hard, focused and very motivated. Just when all your forces entrap your body and imprison your soul, you felt a sudden tingling sensation in your bladder. It wasn’t orgasm of course. But can be defined as you wanted to run away and “it” wanted to escape. Well, in my way of living, I consumed two to four cups of brewed coffee a day (three creamer and two brown sugar in every cup, you do math) and eight to ten glasses of water. Cases when I have to drink half of the glass before I eat my meals, which I approximately have five chock-full a day, again, do math.

Back to my senses, business process is very much in demand in my time right now, well, I need to do it or else I am in the position to lose so much. My eyes very much intact with the screen, fingers kicking the keyboards non stop, mouse was squeaking for me to stop rolling his balls, my brain with methods, procedures, processes, entities, attributes, arrows, circles, boxes, diamonds, etc. “Do not Disturb” sign can be read in my face which people are having doubts on confronting me.

Suddenly, this tingling feeling in the lower part of my stomach started to send butterflies and grasshoppers. Hard-headed is my middle name; I tolerated the sensation for 5 minutes, then for about 10 I cannot take it anymore. Damn! I stood up and walked my way outside my workplace. Reached for the Ladies’ room, every cubicle was empty and I can pick the cleanest, neatest, most pleasant bowel in the place which obviously I have no time to choose. I’ve chosen the nearest cubicle, fill the bowel seat with an absorbent paper and as fast as I can, I zipped off my black slacks, my under thing and holla! I let out a one to two minutes loud wheeze. While doing this, I want to protest! All the focus, all those ideas and all those Arrgh! All GONE, all because of this loud wheeze. I want to blame it for everything. How I wish I could turn back time not to drink too much water so that maybe I am still sitting and working.

Done. After I had a pee, a feeling of being relaxed and calmness flew into me. I decided to loosen up for awhile and lighten up. Whew! Maybe with that sudden experience, I learned the purpose of peeing especially when caught up in a busy life in work. It allows us to at least spend time with ourselves for a minute or two. There are times when we usually take things for granted, better if we untwist our soul and remind ourselves that we need to chill out and slow down.

Oh my, now I’m blogging! Now where are those entities, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah… Start working!!!!!!!!

World Mission. Under oath: Papoi, Mamoi, Me

World Vission. On a Mission: Us

fi_shoi @2007 <’)+++<

So much of my routines changed when he first captured my heart. When he’s countries away, so much more in my swear dependence with him have changed. The description of what I am feeling cannot be found in any books nor novels. If you just come near me, feel me then I am sure you’ll know what this suffering is. Now, counting begins when we will finally see each other for the first time…

Again.

fi_shoi @2007 <’)+++<

Meet the parents. First day of September when I had lunch with my second mom and second dad for the second time meeting. The first time happened when Honey left for San Francisco. We had dinner together then off to the airport to accompany him and serve as his well wishers. The first time was nervously exciting and hopeful that everything would turned out fine, well it did. But this get together was different because I was able to have fun with my folks with only me by my side.

Nanay, Tatay (with RS, Charm, Choy) and I went to MOA to have lunch. Conversations with the family arouse. We had vast amount of laughter, spoonful of stories and flabby stomach.

We spent the afternoon to a coffee shop then Nanay, Charm and I went to shop baby clothes. The experience was really fun, I was already picturing myself buying stuffs for my mini-me. After the day’s activities, we went to the bus station to wish them their safety going home.

Joan, maraming salamat sa pag-invite mo sa amin lalo ma sa pag-care at at pagmamahal mo sa anak ko. Sana kayo na ngang dalawa. Kaunting tiis lang lama ko mahirap magkalayo lalo na hinde pa kayo nagtatagal. Para sa inyo din yan. Lagi ako nagpre-pray para sa relationship nyo. Basta isipin mo lang mahal ka namin lalo na si Kiko mahal na mahal ka. Sana hinde ka magbago. Thanks sa lahat, ingat kayo pag uwi. Luv u. ” Nanay

But the day’s not over. I invited Charm to have dinner with me and my good friend Gelyn in Makati. The three of us spent the evening chatting like high school girls over pasta and steak.

Later that evening Gelyn and I had chitchats over spa. Best place to spend a day with a friend, yes, it is just a three letter word ” SPA. We talked about our man, reminisce our friendship and discuss our plans. We miss each other so much, maybe because we are neighbors, I am the godparent of her son, we are friends since we are 13 years old, we talk like we swallowed a megaphone, we borrow each other clothes and we hardly see each other.

For the record, in just a month I already finished four books. This outcome was one of the impossible that became one of the best self improvements. Finishing a leaf full of book can take me months to finish and now I am in the right track.

These past few days, my parents and I are in search for the best Hong Kong package that is affordable, reasonable and could give us promos that we are hoping for months now. Peak season, I know! Now, we can’t find the “affordable” we are in search for.

Busy, bus, busy, busy, busy. Or I really am making myself busy. Whatever. I just don’t want to get interrupted and the fact that I badly don’t want to be idled.

In my workplace? Don’t ask, or I’ll kick your back.