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I am irritated!!! I really am!.. what i really really hate in every human living in this society is that they are naturally insensitive, self-centered, narrow-minded and soOo selfish. I hate it when you are giving much attention, TIME and effort to someone and they are not giving it to you.. the way you expect them to. Life is unfair. It’s a fact! It will always be unfair. Sad thing is that you can’t do anything about it.

You just
Sit
Look
Wait
Think
Sit
and
Wait
.. again ..

Waiting for the right moment that this “naturally insensitive, self-centered, narrow-minded and soOo selfish” living will be sitting beside you and will ask you to make them smiLe. In other words, asking for your precious time. A time that will be spent with them. Then you will voluntarily give it to them, without hesitating, without thinking, without saying NO!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

Can I just sit here.. just here?… not thinking, not waiting.

Oh my! This is more tiring than work.. It really does!
Seriously..

Coffee Pleasseee.

A popUp from a friend..
” De FRANCISCOES Para JOANARG en Thu 11, Jan 2007 a las 18:15.10

reply if you want to. if you’re busy, oks lang.

tawag ko dito eh pop + blog = plog

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i admire your focus. galing sa isang taong napakaikli ng attention span, that’s a lot. my attention span is like of a 5-year old child. are you familiar sa old chinese saying na, “if you chase two rabbits, both will escape”? in my case, i’m chasing a herd of rabbits. i know that both of us have a lot of things going through our mind lately, but i think our difference is on how you organize it inside your brain.

base on our individual work loads everyday, obvious naman na mas marami kang ginagawa. you are the martha stewart of multi-tasking. i really don’t know how you can juggle all of those things in a day. i know minsan nakaka-frustrate na yang ginagawa mo but always look on the bright side. stress is a positive force in our career if you can harness it correctly. you have the making of a great leader someday. konting experience and fine-tuning pa and you’ll be ready to face bigger opportunities and challenges. one piece of unsolicited advice, slow down once in a while for you to see what’s really important in your life. it doesn’t make sense if one aspect of your life is doing good while the other is suffering.

that’s just my 2 cents worth. that’s what i’m lacking - focus. what i did here is one proof of my lack of it. well, thanks for your time. i have to get back to my work. i’ll pop you in after 5 minutes.

PC wallpaper 9:46 am, office

I’m exhausted

I can’t breathe

I can’t think

I can’t feel…

and I am sooo weak

Bound by Love - Gran Bel Fisher

” Cause I’m bound by love and I’m thinking of what could be
where there’s a will there’s a way so
will you come out and play with me with me? ”

My room, 12/31/06 @3:04pm

Hearing these words, I just keep on spinning and spinning and spinning, my World just keep on spinning.. Then I fell..

I hope, the next time my world stops on spinning there will be someone to catch me fall

I just want to Runaway..
run
….
Ruuunnnn
.. rRruuUUUnnNnn
..
run
…
..i just want to getaway..
…
… .run jOms. …